A JOURNAL
"Allow me to learn with you," as one of my teachers always begins his lectures.
And to quote my core belief:
"A sense of separation from God is the only lack you really need to correct." T.1.VI.2:1
Thunder and Lightening.
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By popular demand! I slept with my eyes open. It was recently brought to my attention that I will be turning 66 this December. I can't tell you how that feels. It's the strangest thing. I don't feel 66. I don't know what 66 is supposed to feel like. I stopped thinking about my age at 64. It's as if someone hit the pause button on time. But, in real time I am about to turn 66. I've considered myself informed, well read, conscious and as living on purpose, not by coincidence. But, I have been in a coma. Sleeping with my eyes open. I saw, I heard, I assessed and I considered. I judged, forgave, condemned, pardoned and adjusted, moved and swayed like a branch in the breeze trying to accommodate the un-functionality of soul without realizing that my soul was something apart from my body. I have been medicated to balance my bouncing mind. It keeps me awake all night sometimes. And when I do sleep, I dream I am do...
I miss writing, but I am mostly speechless. Capricorns love being know-it-alls. But, when mad things happen, Capricorns hide. It's time to feed the soul and nurture the body. The terminal struggle with cigarettes persists. I am great at stopping and equally likely to chain smoke. I take vitamins. I consider walking more, but aimless wandering doesn't suit me. I'm taking a break from my usual life to rest. I expect to be indulging in a deeper spiritual endeavour, encouraging new friends and maybe learning new things. I feel a bit like a teenager. Venturing out into the world alone. I shall enjoy visits from my grandson, but that definitely means the body is going to need more attention. And I need a solution to my snoring which my diplomatic daughter says isn't pleasant. Mid-year goals set. Looking forward to the adventure. Love and Light.
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